![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} countrymouse wroteon January 3rd, 2009 at 08:56 am |
Time warp - radiation thoughts
It's weird to feel it now, and after many years.
I have just now been reading back through January of 2002. I was finishing my radiation treatments then. I just plowed through that part and didn't really feel scared or anything (the radiation part--the surgery part the year before scared me). *Now* I have tears in my eyes.
I guess I'm feeling so thankful for the support Cat'r and Bunnicula gave me, also my counselor from Cancer Family Care, my friends on LiveJournal (I was still there, then), etc.
It's almost like I'm reading the posts of someone else and feeling sympathy for her. Is that weird or what?!
I have just now been reading back through January of 2002. I was finishing my radiation treatments then. I just plowed through that part and didn't really feel scared or anything (the radiation part--the surgery part the year before scared me). *Now* I have tears in my eyes.
I guess I'm feeling so thankful for the support Cat'r and Bunnicula gave me, also my counselor from Cancer Family Care, my friends on LiveJournal (I was still there, then), etc.
It's almost like I'm reading the posts of someone else and feeling sympathy for her. Is that weird or what?!
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